Miles Lincoln
was a tall man, a rather tall man. He stood 6’10 but most people guessed him to
be around 7’0 ft. He did not mind this
misconception, he actually quite enjoyed it.
When one is tall or larger than most one tends to get confidence; they
build a conception that they are superior to others. If you wanted to find this conception in its
abundance, you did not have to look further than Miles Lincoln. Miles had been
a star basketball player, had attended North Carolina and played for a brief time
in the NBA. Though most of his time had
been spent in a folded chair to hear him talk about it, it was like he had won
a MVP award. He bragged about going up
against the great Dwight Howard.
Apparently he had blocked him but who knows. Miles had always loved
basketball but the thing he loved more was teaching.
While at North Carolina, between the
parties and national championship, Miles had been able to obtain a degree in
education and gotten certified as a teacher.
When he had taught summer school all of the kids had idolized him;
gathered around him like he was some sort of god. Miles might have told everyone else that he did
it for the kids, for the joy in teaching them live lessons but really it was
his ego that superseded all of that bullshit.
When he was teaching he felt like the kids where getting the best
teaching provided; which was by him.
Whenever he stepped into the classroom he knew he would change someone’s
live; that’s how much confidence existed in Miles rather large head. This is the exact attitude that attracted the
Thinker schools to recruit Miles to represent them.
Miles was teaching in his home town
of Odessa, Texas when he had heard of a new school coming to the area. Miles had loved the idea of the Thinkers, the
best and brightest leading the way, showing others the light at the end of the
tunnel. He, himself, thought he was capable of being one, of showing the
way. When he saw the job announcement
that they were looking for people to help out in any way he immediately jumped
on the opportunity to show these “thinkers” that he belonged with them. Miles
set up an appointment and the school was quite impressed with his appearance
and drive. Miles, though, would not be
given a teaching job but would find his true calling in selling and recruiting
for the school. Miles was not in the classroom, not “changing lives” but he was
the face of the school, the representative.
This was enough to satisfy his ego.
The way he looked at it, these Thinker teachers would not have a job if
it wasn’t for him. He was hoping on this
trip to make the teachers even more grateful for having him around.
Patrick Smith, the boys name, the
file really spoke wonders of him. He had produced greatly in the test but to
Miles that meant nothing. That’s way
they did the test and then sent him in.
A face to face meeting, in Miles opinion, superseded any test. He had been doing this job for 5 years now,
and he knew when he saw a Thinker. Even
at a young age you could tell. They
would often keep to themselves, seeming to be in another place but at the same
time they would be right there, looking at you.
Yes, that look, that was the main thing.
Miles could clearly recall a
recruiting trip to one Marcus Deeds, an 8 year old subject in Richmond,
Virginia. Miles had gone to the house,
had coffee with the mother, talked shop with the father and had then felt a
strange numb feeling on the top of his back.
Upon turning around his eyes had met with Marcus’s. These eyes were bright green, and did not
blink in the 10 seconds that Miles stared at them. These were eyes that seemed to look into the
depths of Miles’s soul; dissecting his life as intricately as a skilled surgeon.
Marcus Deeds found out more about Miles in those 10 seconds then Miles’ parents
ever knew. These eyes were built for
reading, for taking in everything. Marcus was now a thriving 12 year old at the
Thinker school in Richmond, all thanks to Mr. Lincoln.
As he stepped out of the taxi in front of the modest house of
the Smiths, he remembered the look, and hoped to get the same from young
Patrick.
Knock, Knock.
“Hello, Mr. Smith I assume. My name is Miles Lincoln I represent
the Thinkers,” Miles said looking down at the short man.
“Oh, hello, I wasn’t expecting you so early but it’s all good.
Come in, Come in,” Mr. Smith said, studying Miles up and down.
He sure wasn’t expecting to answer the door and find a giant
standing there, but life is full of surprises.
Miles Lincoln? He recognized the name from somewhere, some sport hero he
thought. Seemed a nice man but Mr. Smith
knew that he was just being exposed to the cover and would have to read the
book before judging Miles Lincoln.
“Would you like anything to drink Mr. Lincoln, maybe some
coffee?” Mr. Smith said, as Miles crouched down to enter the house through the
door.
“I would love some water with ice if you got it,” Miles said
standing but having to crouch quick to avoid the fan. He figured he would just
remain bent at the upper back to avoid any other hazards. The position looked uncomfortable but Miles
had gotten used to it over the years. Besides, this position gave him a better
view of the whole house.
The living room was modestly arranged, with two couches and a
television set up in the ideal central location of the room. There were many military pictures; soldiers
of past generations. This family had had many a soldiers but from looking at
the elder Smith Miles could tell that he intended to be the last in the line.
His eyes showed too much content and longing; not for himself but possibly for
his son.
“My father was in Iraqi. Terrible mess that turned out to be
don’t you think Mr. Smith,” Miles said turning his head to Mr. Smith, who was
standing at the sink.
“Well, that’s where I happened to see my first action, Mr.
Lincoln. I was serving my country sir and that’s all I’ll say about that.
Here’s your water,” Mr. Smith said, quite sternly.
Miles knew that answer; that was the answer his father always
gave him when he had discussed the politics of the war. As a soldier his father
never complained, never discussed policies or such. Miles had always pestered him but never got
an answer. At the time Miles had perceived his dad to be hard headed and not
much of an intellectual. As Miles got older he respected his dad for his stance
because it had propelled Miles to strive to be original; to be special. Mr. Smith, it seemed, with considering to put
his son in a Thinker school was trying to branch out as well; something Miles’s
father never did.
“Thank you, Mr. Smith. Is
there any place where we can talk before I see Patrick?” Miles asked, sipping
the water.
“Why would you need to see Patrick? I thought all the tests were
done,” Mr. Smith said, sounding agitated.
“Yes, all the tests are done sir. I would just like to see the
boy and get a feel for him. I know the school inside and out Mr. Smith. I know
who will succeed and who will fail. I know the best teachers and the worst
teachers. I am a representative and I represent the school and the school’s
interests. The school’s interests are, of course, to teach young people to
become Thinkers but in order to first do this we must have adequate students to
teach. The tests are a portion of finding out if the student is adequate. Do
you want to know what the other portion is?”
“I am assuming it has something to do with this visit,” Mr.
Smith said, liking the confidence exerted by the man.
“Correct. You see I am the eyes and ears of the school. I
observe and take in the students that are being evaluated for enrollment and I
conclude. These conclusions I make will make or break your child’s chances of
being officially accepted into the school. I say this now so you are fully aware
of the visit. Now, where can we talk?” Miles said, smiling.
“Right in the kitchen, at that table should be good. That’s
where I meet and talk with my friends and associates. You are one of those
aren’t you Mr. Lincoln?”
“Yes. Since I am than why don’t you call me Miles, Mr. Smith.”
“Okay, Miles,” Mr. Smith said leading the way to the kitchen
table.
Mr. Smith sat down, looking at the peculiar site of a 7 foot man
squeezing into the small kitchen table chair. This man reminded him of some of
the hot gun recruits that came in. Mr. Smith liked those recruits but what he
liked even more was breaking them and then building them up, making them more
confident than ever. With Miles, though, it seemed that it would be impossible
to make his confidence higher. This was a good and bad thing Mr. Smith thought.
“Well,” Miles said.”Let’s start with questions from you, about
the school, the teachers, etc,” he said, shifting back and forth trying to get
comfortable in the chair.
“What kind of education will my son be getting? I am not really
familiar with the Thinker curriculum, actually I don’t think anyone is,” Mr.
Smith said, interested.
“The basic curriculum starts with the skills anyone would need
to survive in this world, Mr. Smith. Math, the social studies, English,
basically the same things taught in a public school. The only difference being that it is all at
an accelerated rate. The basics of all subjects, in Patrick’s case, would be
all taught to him by the time he turns 13. We deal with exceptional students so
thus we can have this accelerated rate of teaching,” Miles said, crossing his
legs and finding a comfortable position.
“What if the students can’t keep up, I guess they fall behind.
Do you compensate for that?”
“In the earlier stages of teaching we can compensate for
slowness. This is only because we have found, in studies, that there is a transition
period for some students; being away from home and all that causes them to
become lax and feel out of place. We
expect this period to last between 6 or 8 months. By then we found that the
children start to take in their situation and make the most of it.
If one of the children were to fall behind in his or her 4th
year at the school we would watch the situation closely for around 2 months. If
there is no improvement within this time period we take it upon ourselves to
reevaluate the student. There is really
no room for stragglers at this school.
That is way it is a Thinker school, Mr. Smith. Only the best come in but
only the better of the best come out. That’s a little phrase I carry around
with me. I like it but if you read in to it too much then it really doesn’t
make any sense,” Miles said, laughing.
“So, if my son were to fall behind he would be kicked out, is
that what you’re saying?” Mr. Smith said.
“He would be reevaluated sir; reevaluated.”
Reevaluated, wow, this guy really did think he was the shit, Mr.
Smith thought.
“What are the costs like, to attend the school?”
“Well, sir, that is the great part. It is free, completely free.
You see, what we do there is, we build for the world’s future; the worlds. We
teach with the sole purpose of changing the world, for the better, through our
students. Our services are for the
world, not for any profit or individual gain. Throw away the pep talk and, well,
we are government funded,” Miles said smiling.
“It seems like since you are government funded, some money would
be going away from the public schooling system.”
“Yes, I suppose. But, of the schools where do you think it would
be better spent? With thousands of children who might succeed or fail or with a
select few who’s only option after coming out of our school is succeeding?”
“Well, I like to think that every child can succeed with the
proper chance. Just because one child
does well on one test doesn’t mean that they should be given any less of an
opportunity,” Mr. Smith said, thinking back to the damn SATs.
“Yes, Mr. Smith, if only it could work like that. America is the
place of second chances, but that’s only if you really mess up. If one has one
bad test day , like let’s say in taking the SATs, they will face the
consequences the rest of their life. But, in these situations, when all the
cards are on the table is when great people, smart people step up to the
challenge. If you can’t step up then you
must step down,” Miles said, sipping on his water.
“Survival of the fittest or a slow wending out of people, kind
of like something I would do with a new batch of recruits. It seems to work
with recruits but with children? My son is only five. I guess what I am trying
to say is, how can we sit here and say that my son can succeed and survive when
he can so easily be turned away at the first sign of failure?” Mr. Smith said,
tearing up in the eyes.
“We cannot Mr. Smith, the only thing we can tell is…,” Miles
said pausing, as he saw a head peak around the couch that was in the adjacent
living room.
The eyes read right through him, analyzing all of Miles’s life
in five seconds. Miles had seen the same eyes in other kids but these eyes,
these were very original. The boy’s green eyes were the only eyes that Miles
had seen power in. This boy was hiding
so much, holding so much power behind those eyes and he didn’t even know
it. This power, though, was it good?
Miles was overwhelmed by it; taken aback; his chest filling up like he had just
held his breath under water. Miles had seen power in the wrong hands, power
used not for the good of humanity but for individual gain. This boy was innocent, had no idea of his
potential. What if this potential was unleashed? Would it serve a greater good
or would it make this world an even worse place?
“With education at this school, no one can fail…blah…blah…blah,”
Miles’s interviewer had said when he had gone to become a part of the Thinker
organization. For the first time since Miles had taken the job he began to feel
that this school, might bring out parts of this child that should not be
brought out. But, this boy could offer so much, could help so many people Miles
thought. Just because he rubs you the wrong way, well, it doesn’t mean
anything. For the first time, Miles
began to question his importance, his value; for the first time Miles did not
feel in control. The boy, his damn eyes,
were controlling him, making him unsure of himself.
“There he is, my boy. Patrick why don’t you come on over and say
hello to Miles,” Mr. Smith said, ushering Patrick over.
Patrick was quite taken aback by the giant that was sitting next
to his father. Patrick thought that this
man should go back up the beanstalk. But, like all things Patrick had not
encountered before, he was drawn to the giant, to meet him; he wanted to
understand. Patrick walked over, making sure to look the giant straight in the
face, not taking his eyes off of him, just to show he wasn’t intimidated by
him. “Stand tall,” his dad always told him.
“Hello, Patrick. It is very good to finally put a face with all
of the talk. There has been a lot of talk about you, my boy,” Miles said, eyes
watering up a little.
“You’re a big man, really big,” Patrick said, staring into Miles’s
eyes.
“Yes, I have heard that before. I like being this big actually,
maybe one day you will be.”
“Maybe,” Mr. Smith said, “but I highly doubt it. The tallest
person to come from my family was only around six feet tall,” Mr. Smith said,
smiling.
“What about his mother’s side?”
“Mom isn’t here anymore, she left to go help people. She’ll be
back though, that’s what dad says,” Patrick said, smiling thinking of his
mother.
“Yes she will, yes she will Patrick,” Mr. Smith said, holding
back tears and trying to hold back memories of a bad past.
“Oh I am sure she will,” Miles said gazing at Mr. Smith.
It was that kind of gaze that Mr. Smith knew, the kind that
said, “I’ve got you made suka.” Miles knew about Mrs. Smith, knew what had
happened three years ago; on Christmas Eve out of all the days. It had been tough, so tough that Mr. Smith
still couldn’t come to terms with it and thus was lying to Patrick. He was
trying to warp reality to hide the demons of the past. He figured if you lied
enough it would all eventually turn to truth.
“Yes, well Miles would you like to talk to Patrick a little
while, one on one of course?” Mr. Smith said trying to change the subject.
“Yes, eventually but I would like to talk to the both of you
together first. I like to see that the
parent and child are on the same page, that there are no secrets, no
information that both do not know,” Miles said, smiling.
That bastard, Mr. Smith thought. Who is he to judge what he
should or should not tell his child? Patrick did not need to know the hardships
of life, what pain a woman could cause, not now. Or did he? Mr. Smith had often
voiced his dissatisfaction in the sheltered youth; the kind of kid that thought
that the world was a gentle place not a place that would eat your life up. These
kinds of people had to be shown that life and this world is tough, that things
don’t always go your way. By telling his son a lie, Mr. Smith was really sheltering
his son and making himself a hypocrite. The people that he criticized he had
now become. He would have to tell his son, if he were to go to this school he
would have to tell him. If he didn’t it might hurt their relationship the rest
of their life.
He wanted the best for his son, he wanted to give him the world.
Mr. Smith, though, would not be able to show his son the evils and let downs of
the world for a long time.
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